Yoga for all the Wrong Reasons

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Isn’t it interesting how our relationship with our Yoga practice changes over the years? The way our reasons for showing up to our practice can be so different from just a few years ago. I was writing a whole other blogpost about ways to slip into meditation when this poem flew out instead. I’ll get to that blogpost soon, meanwhile I hope you find some wonderfully “wrong” reasons in these lines. Wrong because they’re everything the patriarchal gurus, the yoga/wellness industry and the capitalist grind culture wouldn’t want you to look at. I hope that’s incentive enough 🙂 

 

I used to practice so I could stand on my head longer,

Now I practice to get better at turning the culture on its head.

I used to practice to get closer to the answers I so badly needed, 

Now I practice to dance with the unfathomable mystery of it all.

I used to practice for the sense of accomplishment every new pose brought,

Now I practice to feel like a bug in the grass.

I used to practice to emulate an imaginary “higher” self full of love and light,

Now I practice to embody my feral intelligence which demands both love and fight. 

I used to practice so I could someday ascend to “higher” realms and have out-of-body experiences at will,

Now my practice shows me just how underrated inside-of-body experiences are.

I used to practice to heal from wounds old and new,

Now I practice to wield the necessary magic of loving all that’s wounded in me. 

I used to practice to optimize my 30 minutes on the mat,

Now I practice to expand into the enoughness of the moment, where I do less and receive more.

I used to practice so I could be a detached witness the way all the patriarchal gurus insist,

Now I practice to get my hands into the mud and marvel of everyday life, more present than I’ve ever been to all the life unfolding within and around me.

I used to practice so I could become more spiritually mature and wise,

Now I practice to be a child again, one who hasn’t yet learned to make report cards judging her progress.

I used to practice as a way to sedate my desires and make them behave,

Now my practice stokes the fires of my deepest, darkest desires.

I used to practice for self-care and self-improvement,

Until my practice threw out the myths of individualism the culture had installed in me. 

I used to practice to look a certain way,

Now I practice to see more clearly than ever.

I used to practice to get more “efficient” and productive,

Now I practice so I can sense that deep underlying presence that makes my heart beat and my breath flow. 

I used to practice for the endorphin rush aka The Yoga High,

Now I practice to honor the full spectrum of my feelings.

I used to practice to get “better at Yoga”,

Now I practice so I can be a better friend to myself and those around me. 

I used to practice to turn into a “new and improved” version of myself, 

Now I practice on a foundation of my already given wholeness and for the ever-astonishing exploration of just how vast that wholeness is.

I used to practice to “quiet the mind”,

Now I practice to show the mind that it’s highest purpose is in serving the heart.

I used to practice to extract the benefits of the pose that yoga books listed,

Now I practice to give my presence to the pose and be open to whatever it may bring.

I used to practice to get more precise at replicating patterns and following rules passed down over the ages,

Now I practice as a way to respond to what’s arising in the moment, letting my intelligence interrupt the patterns and break the rules, making my practice true to me.

I used to practice so I could learn to breathe better,

Now I practice so I can slip into more moments where I forget to breathe.

 

 

Just a few of my wrong reasons, I hope they resonate with you. How has your relationship with your Yoga practice changed over the years? I’d love to know, drop a comment below.

 

And if you’d like to pin this post for later: 

Yoga for all the wrong reasons

 

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2 Responses

  1. Such important reasons shared in a beautiful way! I’m so glad the poem flowed out when you began to write. ☺️

    • Namita Kulkarni says:

      Thank you Susmitha! So glad these reasons resonated with you 🙂 I have another poem waiting to be shared for a couple months now and it’s about social media influencer culture. I think you will enjoy that one too!

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